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Friday, 06 November 2009

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2:00 Time For Change : 2nd Single [LOEN Entertainment] [Korea 2009]
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DEJECTION!! ARGH~~

DEJECTION...a state of being dejected..or in low spirits..
that's me right now..dejection..why am I feeling this way? well..I have myself to blame..
well..see..there's this term in the world where..there's always gonna be someone better than you..and of course this applies to me as well..

this dejection thing came in from classes..as I see some of my course mates who are already very good and some who became better..well it just got me thinking..am I staying still in the same point? did I not move with them? and some who had began to do well..wow...leaving me speechless really...then the sour feeling of dejection comes in..

should I be feeling this way? maybe this is what they call pressure?? I don't know..but it is not good for my faint heart..maybe I'm just one of those kiasu people? but I'm not..normally I don't care much but to do my best..but..now I just feel scared..-.-" i Hate this...HATE!!

so to say...right now I have no ways to solve this but to work harder...sigh...I need professional help!!
Currently
Hottest Time of the Day
By 2pm
Again and Again
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An Interview~ la vie vivante? *living life?*

woots! Haven't been writing for a long time have I? HAHA~
As always..busy busy days..assignments piling up like mountains of trash..HAHA!!!

so...for this weblog~ As some might know..I was chosen as a Top20 finalist of Materiel Art + Contest..so I had an interview with the judges on the 5th of November which was just a few days ago..k k k~
Firstly I must thank Alex for being such a darling for sending me there for the interview..being a noob in a big city really doesn't help..especially when I'm a noob without a car..sigh...
the interview was held back at Pavilion..where the shop Materiel is located..and the interview was at Zang Toi Cafe..
Ho~ Zang Toi..I always thought Zang Toi is a designer..sorry for my noob-ness for not knowing they have a Cafe under the name!

so~ there were 3 judges..a guy and 2 ladies..very nice people they are...though it was so sick that they kept firing me questions that I didn't really manage to answer..-.-"...sweat...and I even broke a paper clip (those black metal ones) in front of them..ugh..the nerves..well due to the nervous reaction and because I had a clip in hand at that time..a broke that clip..because of over fondling..LMAO!!! and to cover up I manage to keep calm and smile alot..thinking they are all my relatives and we're here to chat! haha!! well the interview ended like 10 mins or so..it was a very good experience for me...

so here is my design..check it out...

till then...Cheers~

Sunday, 11 October 2009

Eyes On Fire.....by Blue Foundation...

I'll seek you out,
Flay you alive
One more word and you won't survive
And I'm not scared of your stolen power
I see right through you any hour

I won't soothe your pain
I won't ease your strain
You'll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain

I'm taking it slow
Feeding my flame
Shuffling the cards of your game
And just in time
In the right place
Suddenly I will play my ace

I won't soothe your pain
I won't ease your strain
You'll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain

Eyes on fire
Your spine is ablaze
Felling any foe with my gaze

And just in time
In the right place
Steadily emerging with grace

Ahh
Felling any foe with my gaze
Ahh
Steadily emerging with grace
Ahh
Felling any foe with my gaze
Ahh
Steadily emerging with grace

a song i think sounds so so so emo...and i LIKE it!!

Friday, 09 October 2009

I-D-I-O-T-S !!!!!!!

so hey everyone...its been a long long time...i haven't been blogging...so here are some of my recent thoughts flared up by the people around me...
well life's been H-E-C-T-I-C!! very HECTIC!!! its been assignments and assignments...my social life had gone to little to practically none...except for a few movies...sigh..well..classes aren't really as inviting as it should..well...my lecturers aren't all fair...fair as in...they don't treat us EQUALLY...sorry to say that there's this lecturer that doesn't really look at us girls...all she does is be nice nice to the guys in class...well if the guy's damn hardworking and good then I'm gonna be fine with it...i guess they're all the same ey...they like bad boys...that skip classes...that thinks that assignments doesn't exist...well...I AM!! very flared up by that...its UNFAIR!!! and I hate life being like that...but...another way to see things..it really does give me the amount of heat to do better...and I WILL!!...if life's gonna be that way..i'll be better off making the best out of it...so just watch out...
and then..WHY in the world are our Malaysian students being SO SO SO kiasu nowadays????!!! Kiasu-ism is just over the top!!! the literrally RAN!! RAN!! ok? to see/check out what other people...and ME! are doing...that's so SO SO...un-cool!! there' no need for that! PLEASE!! that's not what a designer should do..referencing is fine...but backstabbing and sarcastic commenting is really unneccessary...why in the world...would I compare myself with YOU!? that's the question...so please don't take me as a challenge...I'm not beyond anyone's league...i'm just more hardworking than you are...so go eat s**t...TQ!
sigh...enough of my unhappiness ride towards those people..few days back..fun things did happen..i did the "Kolam" design at the mall in Sunway...Sunway Pyramid if you don't know...well...that'll be another weblog update...photos will be up as well...till then...
JoEY ><)))^>
a nice quote " The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are alone...- Mitch Albom (The Five People You Meet In Heaven)

Wednesday, 16 September 2009

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The Twilight Saga Collection
By Stephenie Meyer
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Drawing Class

ok ok..
its quite gay to be blogging bout school but this is jus quite hard to ignore..
so..same old same old Drawing Studies I had today..and as usual we're taught how to "sketch" by Mr. Yeoh..so today's sketching is done by using Poster Colour...and I just would love to put up the pic in here...LOLZ...

I'm a fan of Street Fighter!! LOLZ and this Chun Li pic is very nice!! it was sktched out in jus 30 mins and I think the mixture of colours is good..best part is he just did it freely..so experienced..awesome!!
hoping that someday I'll be able to do the same..sigh..definately have to do more sketching and try to improve my drawings..T-T